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ScintillaPurposeM  ScintillaPurpose
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CtG
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CtG
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No, I would not say I am going to regret this later. As a whole, this was entirely satisfying.
Tama Yoshi
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Tama Yoshi 23 Canada PhlegmaticCholeric INTJ 513 472C
I think I know what's going on here. It might sound overly pretentious, satirical and self defeating, but why not go on whilst considering the substance of ignorance?

It seems old three-letter boy CtG has "brevity" issues. You see, he's clearly decided to make a redacted comment, purporting a greater meaning in his pseudo-initial debacle. And what of his three-letter username, but that I have already spoken of.

And what about the fact that he found it entirely satisfactory? Maimai of mothers, I think we have a freudian case on our hands.
I DIVINE: Jaffa and majora4prez vote for me.
SAPPHIROS
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Ah, I see what's going on here, and I should post at the cost of "replying to comments". It may be annoying, or something.

Anyway, looks like CtG (that confused green hermaphrodite up there) has "brevity problems". He has probably either been to forum recently, or has just been crushed by the air of an obsessive compulsive poster, something that we have all feared.

Okay, first is "[This comment has been deleted.]" which appears rather early in the post, indicating that he was thinking of deleting and posting simultaneously. Then it continues on the idea of Scint being a "comment" and that she has "been deleted", which should speak for itself!!1 Also the repeated use of functional language, the act of deleting comments, methinks. And the whole mention of her user page not being present in yar to the galleon with ye— Uhm, I mean... The entire post, which means he wants to waste some database space, maybe represents the Fall of Man...

Also, hello, Sunflower! He didn't even call you here. The swine! He even didn't call you without the intention of even talking or listening to you. His previous (repetitive, I may add) 'weekly polls' are also of the form of asking pretentious questions that have the sole value of a moustache-wearing chickpea on fire.

Oh, and at this, that's him being attacked by the most subordinate females on the site, after Onisuzume. Given that they are the figures of delicious cake, he sees them as mere "data" on a "website", subconsciously, and tries to manipulate said data for his own, malevolent, possibly hell-bent ends.

"[This comment has been deleted.]" you posty boy you≈!
spopo
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SPAPPY, I HAVE BEEN MEANING TO SAY THIS FOR A LONG LONG TIME, BUT I HAVE ALWAYS RUN OUT OF CONFIDENCE.

WHENEVER YOU TALK, IT FEELS LIKE SOFT WIND BLOWING AGAINST MY CHEEKS.
WHENEVER YOU DON'T TALK, IT FEELS LIKE SOFT WIND NOT BLOWING AGAINST MY CHEEKS.
WHENEVER YOU SMILE, IT FEELS LIKE A THOUSAND SUNS GENTLY AND MERCILESSLY BOMBARDING ME WITH WELL INTENTIONED BUT HIGHLY ENERGISED PHOTONS OF LIGHT.
WHENEVER YOU FLIP AROUND LIKE A FISH WITHOUT WATER, MY HEART SWOONS LIKE A FOUR DIMENSIONAL TRIANGLE.

I KNOW I AM NOT WORTHY, BUT I BEG YOU TO CONSIDER MY PROPOSAL.
PLEASE BE MY LOVELY LOVE BABY.
ALL THIS IS SINCERE BECAUSE IT IS IN CAPSLOCK.
THE OLD HAG WHO IS NOT A HAG BECAUSE HE IS MALE (FROM LEGO MOVIE) ALSO SAYS THIS IS TRUE BECAUSE IT RHYMES.
IT DOESN'T REALLY RHYME BUT HE CAN'T TELL, BECAUSE HE IS DEAF IN ADDITION TO BEING BLIND.

EDIT: No homo
SAPPHIROS
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I'm almost blind, actually. Well, incredibly poor eyesight. But that's beside the matter.

I have only one response for you.

  Spoiler for THE RESPONSE!!1:
Heiveldboy
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Ah, I see what's happening here. I know that my comment will be redundant and boring considering that others have already finished the joke, but why not give my honest opinion about it?

To me it seems that CtG has copied and parodied a text that someone else once made. In fact, one might find out who by scrolling down. I believe this was an attempt to make M  ScintillaPurpose chuckle and think back of happier times. Whether it worked or not; I can not say.

Now of course Tama Yoshi and SAPPHIROS finished the joke by copying someone else on this userpage, which of course makes it seem like a repetition. This repetition, as it were, completes the entire joke and has gotten all of them some chuckles and praise.

I cannot abide by this! I am Narcissus, thus I must ruin this by writing a post that is slightly similar, yet completely original in order to gather as much attention as I possible can. YOU MUST ALL LOVE ME!
SavageWolf
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SavageWolf 23 United Kingdom CholericMelancholic INTP 666 402C
WHAT IS GOING ON I LACK THE COMPREHENSION SKILLS TO READ INTO THIS HELP
FUCK YOU TINGE
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FUCK YOU TINGE
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No, I would not say I am going to regret this later. As a whole, this was entirely satisfying.
SavageWolf
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SavageWolf 23 United Kingdom CholericMelancholic INTP 666 402C
Ah, I see what's going on here, and I should post at the cost of "feeding trolls". It may be interesting, or something.

Anyway, looks like Triple (that crazy mean guy up there) has "girl problems". He has probably either been dumped really bad, or has just been crushed by the air of loneliness that we all have around us.

Okay, first, is "I want you to get raped and shot in the vagina" which appears rather early in the post, indicating that he was thinking of rape and vaginas. Then it continues on the idea of Scint being a "whore" and "bitch", which should speak for itself. Also the repeated use of the f word, the act of having sex, me thinks. And the whole mention of her boyfriend screwing her mom, which means he wants to be the boyfriend, maybe...

Also, hello, he brings Sunflower into it, and calls here a "bitch in Nice Girl clothing", sound like something a dumped boyfriend would say? His previous (unprovoked, I may add) rants are also of the form of accusing them of not being "nice" and pretending.

Oh, and at this, that's him attacked the most aouthoritive females on the site. Given that they are the figures of authority, he sees them as the "leaders" of all women, subconsciously, and blames them for everything.

"and put firecrackers into your anus" you kinky boy you~!
Tripledot
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Oh [REDACTED], I've come here to take account of your virtues. I've come here to say, indeed, that you have none. Though others describe you as kind and caring and understanding and upstanding, you and I both know that is completely untrue. You are not understanding, and you are a coward. You listen to others because somehow it fuels your ego and makes you feel like you aren't a loser. Like somehow Internet popularity might make up for the fact that you are friendless in real life and there's a good reason for it. You said yourself that you prefer to physically hurt others instead of talking about why you are angry. How extremely revealing, isn't it? And yet you refuse to feel guilty for it. I cannot condone this in any way shape or form. You run away from all your problems. You run away from them and when you're backed into a corner what do you do? You get all defensive and passive-aggressive (or straight-out aggressive) and you don't think straight at all. Not an admirable thing to do at all. Isn't it a better mark of one's character how she handles the difficult times rather than how she handles the easy ones? I think you fail heartily in that aspect. You hide under a rock because you're too afraid to face what you HAVE to face. You are no role-model, you are not someone to be looked up to, you are not respectable. You do not deserve respect because you are the worst coward I have ever known in my whole life. You are aware of this fact and you can't even acknowledge it, which naturally should lead me to hate you relentlessly. There are no excuses for your behavior, which is why you always run away when I confront you.

And for anyone who thinks that *I'm* the coward, well you're right there too. But at least I don't have to wear this facade of niceness. This false image. I present myself exactly as I am. I don't make some ridiculous pretense of caring about others when I clearly don't give a damn. I don't pretend to be the bigger person. I don't pretend that I'm morally good. I don't pretend that I face my problems. I don't pretend that I'm not aggressive. I don't pretend that you'll actually understand anything I'll ever say. I don't pretend that things could have been better. I don't pretend that things can be better. I don't pretend that I don't despise you. I don't pretend that many won't react negatively to this post, and will be outraged by the fact that I'm criticizing you when clearly I am being a hypocrite. But I will post it anyway, so you can see, so that others can see, so that I can see, that you are not all you're made up to be. Sometimes the negatives need to be dealt out. Though this site may not reward it, I find it far better to actually express myself instead of lying impotent and castrated by conventions to extinguish vitriol, and rules that discourage sincerity. I do hope that you would actually heed my warning, but I know you will not. That is all.
ScintillaPurpose
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I do run away from my problems. I used physical force that time rather than peacefully settling the conflict because I was too timid, too cowardly to bring it up, yes. And I do really like attention and I can be a show-off and such. I don't claim to be a role model or a paragon of goodness. It's as though you're hating someone for being addicted to junk food.

I don't appreciate you revealing my name, nor the straight-up slander. I do care about people. Most of the people I listen to on an emotional level like that actually do happen to be people I care about, and wish the best for. But indeed there are times when it does give me an ego boost, or I help someone for that I feel more like their detached appointed therapist than their friend. You hate that. You know who else you hate? People who take cruises, people who masturbate, and people who talk about a deceased person's positive qualities at a funeral.

Yeah, bring on the negative ratings for me too. But I can't stand this anymore, Dippletrot. You hurt me every time I interact with you, and we've both tried hard. Maybe some other day. I don't hate you, but I'm angry.
Tripledot
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If it's in print it's libel.

And also: I said I hated people who don't know others praising them after they are dead, which is really quite an exercise in insincerity. You must like taking the context out of these situations.

But never mind that. Your problem goes far deeper than some kind of "addiction to junk food" type of scenario, and you don't seem to realize that. Which is the problem, I suppose. You downplay the seriousness of the situation and try to absolve yourself of blame. This is very cowardly of you. So I think it's good that you can't stand what I'm saying. It should bother you, because I'm trying to be the conscience you don't have. I made no unnecessary pot-shots at you, and you go so far as to blame me for "slander" instead of owning up to the fact that yes, you are not capable of caring for others. Understandable, what kind of criminal would admit to the deed?

Sunflower, I think you're missing a big thing in that I have extensive knowledge of her personality and I can CLEARLY see how rotten she is on the inside.
Sunflower
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My, my, thank you for your detailed psychoanalysis of M  ScintillaPurpose (nice user number, by the way!), now I realised how sneaky venomous fox she is. Or something. ^_^

On a more serious note, I really hate when people claim with all this unshakable certainty their truths revealed and stick to their assumptions without considering other possibilities. It is especially hurtful when such behavior comes from people who normally aren't acting so horribly, but somehow something reveals their (hopefully?) worst side.

So you have stated without uncertainty indicators (such as "I think", "I suppose" etc.) about Scintilla (oh, so "scintilla" is actually a word? Amusing how I learn new things during writing that post!) that:
- she has no virtues
- her kindness, caring, understanding etc. both of you know is untrue
- all the niceness she represents is completely insincere
- she has some deep, deep problem she doesn't realise and such
- she has no conscience
and all that finished with the statement comparing her to criminal not admitting to the deed.

Somehow, I have a problem with all of these accusation. O.o'

1. She has no virtues
My, my, of course it's not like she's patient and understanding and such! Obviously if she somehow managed to make you so angry at her, whether on Purpose or not, it means that she is utterly evil monster incapable to have any good in her. Obviously!!1 After all...

2. You both know all her apparent positive traits are untrue!
YESOFCOURSE!!1
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...where had you got that from, anyway? -. -.'
I really don't know what Scintilla thinks, how she feels and such. I might try to figure it out from how she speaks and such, but I'm in no position of knowing that for sure, for I can't read her mind. However, you're as clueless as I am here, unless you have some long range mind-reading device or something like that. If you do, then please tell us so to clear the situation for us. If you don't, then please give up such certain tone, for what you think is true doesn't necessarily mean that it's true indeed. Same goes for the statement that...

3. All the niceness she represents is insincere
Again, how can you be so certain? I take that means that she is incapable of the genuine niceness, right? If so, are you capable of genuine niceness? If that's the case, then why same can't go for Scintilla? If, in fact, you aren't, does it mean that no one is? That would be as stating that since you have two legs (uhh... you do, don't you?) then everyone does as well, and such creatures as spiders don't exist.
Or maybe you have some proof that it is indeed all a facade and such? Lack of such would render this statement as unfounded accusation, whether it would be slander or libel, I don't care.

Ah, have I mentioned that you don't seem to be in position of speaking about 4. some deep problems she doesn't realise or 5. utter lack of conscience, either? Taking a role of someone else's conscience sounds rather prideful for me and in such case, with all those unproven yet spoken without any sign of even smallest uncertainty statements seems more like (realised or not) attempt to give a meaning to otherwise pointless hatred (same goes for this "sincerity"; why people so often explicitly state that they're "honest" when they want to say something bad? It sounds as if all the positive points raised earlier where nothing more than "niceness" sugarcoating).

Of course, prosecutors do know that nearly none criminal would admit to their deed. However, what kind of person would admit to the deed they didn't do? Do you have any way to prove, or at least make it believable that Scintilla is all you claim her to be? If she indeed was genuinely nice and caring, rather than posing as such (but by no means unmistakable!!), would her posts be different? Have you ever considered such possibility, and deducted that it leads to impossible conclusion? Or you didn't even bother for something so obvious?

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I don't know what happened between both of you, but what I see here is nothing more than pointless hatred and unnecessary tormenting coated under the "sincerity" and "trying to be conscience", with addition of some "proffesional" psychoanalysis of person you know only from web and whose mind you can't read (again, unless you have something like long ranged mind-reading device). And all that with unfounded certainty which instantly reminds me of people who can't consider the possibility that they're wrong, which makes their sureness entirely meaningless, in contrast to people who take their time to consider something definitely true (or at least most likely true), and would probably still challenge that "truth" every time such opportunity arose.

You might think it's an attempt to make her face her "true" nature, or something. I see here only useless hatred (possibly connected with some more or less justified grudge) supported by abominably easy to come up with and equally hard to prove as well as refute accusations (which would require mind-reading to get a proof better than a word against a word), placing M  ScintillaPurpose in situation where she has to prove that she is not the tomato, so to speak (of course every tomato would claim so!!1!1). Apart from that, you're bothering not only her, but many other people too, while I cannot see any positive outcome of that (maybe except fueling your ego as the only honest martyr of FLIGS or the conscience of conscienceless monster? I don't know whether it is the case here, but hey, your behavior can be perceived as such, and you cannot really prove that you aren't like that, can you? After all, what kind of criminal would admit to the deed?).

(granted, Scintilla made a few assumptions about what you hate and such, but it's far, far less scale compared to what you did here)

And on the final note:
Mighty Rules said:
NO FLAMING!
Please solve your differences politely, rather than getting hostile and condescending towards others. Consider the fact that you may be the one in the wrong rather than talking down to people.
Personal insults and ad hominem attacks are completely out of line.

You do realise that sincerity doesn't require bluntness or aggressive tone, don't you? O.o'
Pseudolonewolf
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I've been meaning to ask... Would you like to become a full moderator? I think you're the only C-ranked moderator at the moment, and some of the other moderators and I were talking recently about how you should probably be 'promoted' too.
I may get rid of 'C' moderators completely, meaning that any future moderators would only have the choice of an M.

Being M-ranked would allow you to access the Moderator HQ page thing, where you could discuss with the rest of us what's to be done with the delinquents and scofflaws and ne'er-do-wells and such. As it is, you're sort of left out...
ScintillaPurpose
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Ah, yes, this does come at a time after plenty of "But you're not a REAL moderator!" jokes!

At first I didn't see myself being authoritative and giving out infractions, but I suppose now that I wouldn't mind taking on the responsibility. So, yes, initiate me into the esoteric secrets and arcane powers of moderatorhood!